Realm of Chaos

I really want the bullshit to stop. I spent most of my afternoon folding clothes that don't belong to me in a room that doesn't belong to me, all the while being upset. I don't know when the pain of everything will actually go away? I wish it would, hell sometimes I wish I had the money to move but I know that I am not strong enough for that again. I would give up my daycare, home, and friends yet again. I can't do it.
my son shit on my floor today. I didn't catch him having to go potty quick enough, hell I didn't understand him and since it was dusk I couldn't see either. He has now dumped a handfull or two of fruity pebbles all over my floor. So now I have to clean those up.
I think the only thing I am looking forward to is ER tonight. Oh well my life is full of tv and internet. What a life I live.